30th Birthday Reflection

So, I can't believe that I am actually 30. I have to say it feels really great. I have been reminiscing over the past few days and feel so blessed with all of the experiences I have had and all the things I have accomplished in my 30 years of life. In my early 20's I was hoping that by the time I was 3o I would have finished my schooling, gotten into my career, be happily married, have had a baby, and have a nice stable place to call home. I really can't complain because all of these visions came true for me. There are always things that I wish I could have done, but I guess that is what my 30's are for. I am really looking forward to watching Meadow grow up and hopefully bringing another little one into the world to join her. (Just to note, I am definitely not pregnant again yet). I also am hoping to explore more of what my Social Work career may have in store for me. I am kind of missing the field, but also feel so blessed to be able to stay home with Meadow. We will see where life takes me. I also just want to thank everyone who is reading this for being a part of my life and being a friend. Even if I am not as close to some of you in distance or even if our relationship is not as close as it was, I still feel connected to all of you and grateful for the memories I have had with each and every one of you. Had to add the cheese factor.. Hey, I am turning 30. So, I thought I would add a top ten list of things I have done in my life just for fun.

1) Getting married to Todd at Timberline Lodge.
2) Giving birth to Meadow Riley. What an accomplishment!!!!!
3) Trip rafting down the Grand Canyon with Todd and friends. Life Changing!!
4) Cross Country trips with friends Lesley and Jerri
5) Trip to Europe with the JELT crew
6) My Americorps experience: I almost think this was more influential than my getting my master's degree. I learned a lot about the wide range of human experience and enjoyed being able to make a difference on so many levels.
7) Playing field hockey: The national games in college were highlights, but even just playing on my club team here in Portland is so much fun.
8) So, this seems kind of odd to write, but I think breaking up with my high school boyfriend Andy was so huge and confidence building for me. I needed to break away from someone who was controlling, confining, and not allowing me to grow into who I am as a person. Kind of crazy that this is on my top ten, but it really was life changing for me to finally get some balls and take charge of my life. I was definitely starting to take charge before this event, but the spring of my junior year in college was a defining moment for me. Thanks Cortland girls for supporting me through the ups and downs of the Andy years and then joining me in the fun of our wild senior year.
9) I am putting this all in one because they are all things I enjoy doing whenever I can and provide me with such a fun quality of life here in Oregon. (snowboarding, hiking, mt. biking, snowshoeing, yoga, and golfing)...
10) I think also making my move to Chicago and Portland. I took a leap of faith in both endeavors and they both really have turned into great choices. I enjoyed building closer relationships with my roommates in Chicago and supporting each other in finding out where we wanted our lives to go in our early 20's. Then working through the hard year of long distance with Todd and making the choice to move to Oregon to see where our relationship would evolve. Both moves were really influential in who I am today. I am so glad I hung in there with Todd not knowing where our relationship would take us after he moved back to Oregon from Chicago.

I feel like I am just writing a book here, but I guess it just makes you think about your experiences and what you have gone through. I know that there are so many experiences before my 20's that set the stage for this life. So, I don't want to disregard the love of my parents, the early supports I received, and experiences I had as a child. I guess it is just that in my 20's where I had the option to pursue and seek out my destiny on my own terms which makes these events so monumental. well, blahblahblah.. I guess we didn't call this blog river ramblings for nothing. Will be posting some pictures soon from the 30th birthday weekend.